Work...or is it hell?

I must change my attitude.

Well Anna, you win. I will post. I am so upset about school. I just hate it. I hate work. What can I say? I have made a vow not to make my life about my work because I don't want it to be who I am, but I used to think I did a good job and now I don't. I feel very undermined and incompetant. It is so hard to get up every day and go to a job where you think you aren't good. Who wants to do that? I just makes the large portion of my day very frustrating. I keep thinking, will it be different if I go somewhere else? The last two years of teaching have been less than satisfying to say the least. I don't want to spend my life hurting children. If I'm not good, then I need to move on. And my principal thinks I am not good. I am really at a loss.

My friend has locked me out!

Ann's AnnticsI tried to post a comment on Anna's blog. It wouldn't let me post! I'm not a team member! Can you believe that? So hear's my post...

I haven't gotten a contract either...and my year really sucks. It is unbelievable the hell I am going through with this principal. I would talk to you about it if I ever got to talk to you. Guess you are too busy for your old friend. Maybe when you retire I will get to talk to you more. Can you order for a friend from the senior's menu or do you think this grey hair will let me order for myself? Miss you....

Hope she reads it.